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Friday, February 6th, 2004
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I am feeling rather well, rather well indeed. I need a few things but for right now I am ok. Whose got a passport? I am ready to fly to Japan.
<3 emily hatterpotscum up up and away
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Sunday, January 18th, 2004
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cars, south florida, jobs, houses, "civilization", america, mechanics, high school, waldenbooks, the mall, not having a cigarette, dry contacts, using birth control when your not getting laid, exercise, fat legs,hair products, money, i hate money most of all, the fact that i have to decide which is more important to me, weed or driving.
I know that weed is. I need to talk with the only person who will understand.
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it happened again. I hate driving and I hate 16 year old crack whores. I would have had so much more fun tonight had I simply taken 95. Joe has a bump, and i almost lost the weed. My parents are pissed and i think they are going to take the car away from me. If that happens, i am moving out.Today also ended my two year affair with waldenbooks. Times they are a changing.
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Wednesday, January 14th, 2004
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oh honeypie, my position is tragic.Come on show me the magic,of your hollywood song.Now honeypie you are driving me frantic,come and sail the atlantic and be where you belong.
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Wednesday, January 7th, 2004
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It's finally happening. I knew it was going to come, just not this soon. I don't really know who I am anymore.
drive safely my lovelies.May the road to New York City be paved with alot of love and alot of THC.
<3 rachel
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Tuesday, December 23rd, 2003
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It feels weird to join the cellphone club. (954)629-4644
<3 emily hatterpotscum
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Sunday, December 21st, 2003
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it is 3:45 in the morning and I had a crazy/great night.I did run over a dear friend's foot. If you want to know ask, and I shall make you laugh.
<3 emily hatterpotscum
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Saturday, December 20th, 2003
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Family time. I thought I should have a little. Mistake. Within the first five minutes of my arrival home my mother thought is was necessary to make my feel about an inch tall. Once, twice, three times a hobbit.
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I love you, and i miss you, and I hope to see you soon.
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Monday, December 15th, 2003
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i am so bored right now....i want someone to talk to. I want you to talk to. I feel very brown right now and i think the butterflies are closer to the rear of the room. WHat do you call an upsidedown rabbit with furry teeth.
this is madnessssssssss
(05:16:33) thetideisonfire: i went to look for you at the mall but you werent there
(05:16:46) thetideisonfire: my aunt wanted to say hello
(05:16:48) aidscow: i was only there untill 1
(05:16:54) thetideisonfire: oh
(05:18:30) aidscow: yea
(05:19:33) thetideisonfire: i'm going to put my shit away
(05:19:42) aidscow: ?
(05:19:45) aidscow: ok
(05:19:48) thetideisonfire: ok
(05:20:21) aidscow: tell your aunt i said hello
(05:20:31) thetideisonfire: you are
(05:20:43) aidscow: what
(05:20:48) thetideisonfire: yea
(05:20:51) aidscow: what
(05:20:51) thetideisonfire : no.
(05:23:09) itslessordinary: hahahah
(05:23:24) aidscow: i dont get it
(05:23:51) aidscow: tell me what just happened please
(05:24:31) itslessordinary: her 'youre a-' or 'you are' thing
(05:24:35) itslessordinary: its what she does
(05:24:44) aidscow: what do you mean
(05:26:48) itslessordinary: rachel - is that a bicycle?
leila - youre a bicycle.
rachel - i can't take this
(05:26:58) itslessordinary: leila - you're a this
(05:27:02) aidscow: hahahahahahhahaa
(05:27:03) itslessordinary: rachel - this is stupid
(05:27:07) itslessordinary: leila - you are
(05:27:29) aidscow: hahahahahaha
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Mi problema no es que estoy solo, apenas que estoy solitario. Yo mucho tiempo para montañas, para los ríos, y para la nieve. Quiero ir a casa.
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Sunday, December 14th, 2003
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I feel like there has to be something. I always feel so uninventive. I want to get drunk and drive to canada. Anyone up for that? <3 emily hatterpotscum
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Friday, December 12th, 2003
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i know that we are alot alike. I know this because we stand the same. I do not really know what i am saying though. i am tired and i cant wait around for the morning to come. goodnight Hiroshima and farewell little tokyo.
<3 emily hatterpotscum
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Sunday, November 30th, 2003
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Today has just been so incredibly strange. I cannot really explain the way I feel I am just soo out of it. I don't know where stacy and jessica are and I can't use my car because my parents are pissed at me. Sometimes I think it takes alot of growing up to realize how young and naive you really are.
<3 emily hatterpotscum
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Monday, November 3rd, 2003
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| Subject: | bang |
| Time: | 2:25 pm. |
| Mood: |  distressed. | | Music: | radiohead OK computer. |
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The altima is dead. May she rest in peace.
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Wednesday, October 8th, 2003
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Do you know how it feels to hear an awsome song on the radio? Something great, like bob dylan or marley or steve miller band or tome petty? I get so excited. I feel wonderfully youthful and fun. i like to roll the windows down and blast the song and sing really really loud without inhibitions.
This happened to me today but the problem that occured to me was that i was in the car with my mom. She rolled the windows back up, told me I was "airconditioning the world", and turned T.Petty down.It killed me.
immediately I made a list in my head to make myself feel better about how dumb my mom is.
THE LIST
Pajamas
music
my shitty car
friends
the thought of going to england
pretty, little, crystally nugs
When people I love call me "baby"
Roberto's taco hut
Old man winter
Frida
lotus blossoms
I saw radiohead
I still like Monty Pythons
My new telephoto lens
boxes filled with 18 bags of popcorn
ganga
working at the mall and meeting people that hate it just as much as you
reading stories from grendel's point of view.
I am gonna go get a fucking life now.
<3 emily
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Thursday, October 2nd, 2003
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i wanna fuck you like an animal
love, jlien
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Wednesday, September 24th, 2003
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| Subject: | pain |
| Time: | 12:56 pm. |
| Mood: | in so much pain. | | Music: | elliot smith. |
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holy fucking shit is all I have to say. I can't even speak. God I would almost rather be in school than at home with these retarded cheeks. My cheeks aren't that swollen on the outside ,but for some reason my head looks huge. Maybe it's all the codine they are making me take. i think i am gonna make my grandma rent me a movie. I can't sleep any longer because i am so used to waking up around 7. It's only 7:30. Man, it was so funny when the nurse started giving me the nitris. I was really showing my true colors. It felt like the weirdest high and then i mubbled to the nurse that it was really good shit and I fell alsleep the last thing i remember is the doctor putting the iv in me and then they were wheeling me into another room because it was over. They wouldn't let me have any water after the surgey and there was all this sticky gauze in my mouth. When I got home althought I was starving all i could manage to eat was applesauce. This fucking sucks man,all I really want to eat is a fucking grilled stuffed from T-Bell. I know everyone is going there after school. I have to finish some homework sometime today. I really dont want to be up right now I think I am gonna try to go back to sleep.
love emily
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Monday, September 22nd, 2003
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I fell off a skim board because i am a drunk that thinks I can do things that I have never even tried sober. It was funny though. This weekend i worked too much. Will and I never hung out. That makes me sad. RADIOHEAD IS IN TWO WEEKS!!!!! I have never been more excited about anything in my life!!! I love them more then I love my brain. Will give me a fucking call man.
<3 emily hatterpotscum
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Sunday, September 21st, 2003
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Why aren't you hanging out with me tonight will? Why? Me and Leila wanted to chill.
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apathetic.
disappointed.
indifferent.
cold.
groggy.
optimistic.
high.
bouncy.